||[Jul. 19th, 2007|06:45 pm]
Say It To Me
indomitable • \in-DAH-muh-tuh-bul\ • adjective|
: incapable of being subdued : unconquerable
quietly, slowly whisper this one to yourselves. get caught on the brokenness of the syllables. contemplate the way that they flow, or don't quite flow together. sit with your backs straight and your eyes closed, feeling the word slip from your voice box to your tongue out of your mouths. at the final l, hold it. let the lingering lusciousnesses of this single letter ring loudly in your ears.
then hold really still.
realize, now, you aren't being very indomitable.
this is the lover who won't let you slip your fingers onto their jeans without fighting back. this is the lover that takes the top rather than the bottom. this is the lover that ...well, you know...finishes first, because they won't let you be the winner.
"andrew as rather indomitable. alicia's fingers would find the buttons of his jeans consistently. but, his hands would encircle her wrists and he would take her first."